GAGALKAH AKU?

salam..

the title looks like i'm a failure...rite? actually it is not like that..i'm just wondering about the words that i found "orang yang tak pandai merancang masa depannya adalah orang yang gagal"...

di saat ini, ketika teman-temanku at university is busy searching and apply for a job as a nurse, lecturer or something else, i'm still hanging around, bermalas-malasan...not in the mood to search for a job..

jadi adakah saya orang yang gagal...i'm still not planning to myself...ini termasuk menzalimi diri sendiri ni. saya adalah baca buku ni...a successful man, nk tahu macammana dia berjaya?sejak dia umur 14 years old lagi dia dh start merancang hidupnya for the next 40 years..looks now, he is a millionaire now...!! maybe someone will say.."Hajar, kita hanya merancang tapi Allah yang menentukannya"..tapi..u know...Allah tidak akan mengubah sesuatu kaum kalu kita sendiri tidak mengubahnya...bilalah saya nak mulakan langkah ni...

actually i don't have confident to work...berangan nk keje tempat2 yang gah nama dia...sebab it will increase my honour/dignity as people in Malaysia still has bad perception on nurse, so when i work at the big hospital xlah malu sgt...blh lah nk bangga2 sket...tp bila fikir2 balik i still don't have confident towards myself......aiyoo..i'm jealous with 2 of my friends Fye and syikin...both of them got a place at PrinceCourt Medical Centre...congrate to you!!

if i has a confident like them...:(